Showing posts with label academe. Show all posts
Showing posts with label academe. Show all posts

Monday, July 01, 2013

5 Bits of Happiness for July 2013

It's time for July 2013's 5 Bits of Happiness (and contest). This time around, I won't just be concentrating on food. About two activities made it to my list and am I ever so thankful that I have been given such wonderful opportunities.

As for those who are interested in participating in this contest, you can scroll down at the very bottom of this post for the rules. Anyway, my list:

Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf's pasta selection. I love their menu and I'm glad to see their options are consistent in all their branches. I have yet to try any pasta of theirs that I did not appreciate (especially their Spinach and Cheese Ravioli). Pictured here is the Tomato and Herb Linguine, which costs about P170ish.



Like this post? Subscribe to this blog NOW .
Or like Skysenshi's Hermitage Facebook Page for updates, contests and discussions.


Thursday, June 13, 2013

Freeway presents National Artist Lucio San Pedro

Remember this song?



This is an all-time favorite of mine and was composed by two national artists, namely, Levi Celerio and Lucio San Perdo. Unfortunately, I was not able to attend the tributes paid to each of them by Freeway. Fortunately, at least I was able to receive my copy of the press kit this time.



Like this post? Subscribe to this blog NOW .
Or like Skysenshi's Hermitage Facebook Page for updates, contests and discussions.


Monday, April 15, 2013

Multimedia Arts Festival 2013 brought to you by College of Saint Benilde

Last Friday, April 12, I dropped by the Rockwell tent to check out the College of Saint Benilde's (CSB) Multimedia Arts Festival 2013. I hadn't attended art exhibits for the longest time (one year?) and I miss seeing students' works. Though I had not seen CSB's Multimedia Arts department in 5 years, I was very curious about how their curriculum is going.

Also, I was tickled by their poster:

This is one of the cutest posters I've ever seen Benildean students do.

Plus, when we came in, we were given some really nice souvenir booklets, which describes the works of the exhibitors.

Loooove it!

Too bad the installations weren't in here because I loved the installations most.

This is a map of some sorts, which gave us an idea about where we are and what we were looking at.

Anyhoo, I'm posting some of my favorite photos of the exhibit here.

This exhibit, from Espejismo, is made up of glass and some videos playing on it.

This is the thing about installation art. They're very hard to describe. you have to see them for yourself.



The interactive works of the Twisted Tales group.



One of the videos in Twisted Tales:





I liked this tree installation by Therese Javier...for no particular reason. I found the tree cute, perhaps. Haha.




I was particularly drawn to Pat Abutong's illustrations. She's part of the Spectrum group.

Interacting with Spectrum's...uh... white cloth?



More artworks installed in glass cubicles.



Of all the installations, this was my favorite. It kinda reminds me of the exhibits I see in Singapore. From the map, I'm guessing these are the works of the IM | POSSIBLE group.






Too bad I had only time to visit on the last day. The exhibit went live on March 18-22 and April 10-12. I hope this becomes tradition for the Multimedia Arts department.

Hm. I hope the Game Design and Development department (where I am an Associate Professorial Lecturer) would have something like this, too.



Like this post? Subscribe to this blog NOW .
Or like Skysenshi's Hermitage Facebook Page for updates, contests and discussions.


Sunday, March 17, 2013

UP student's suicide, reflexive of our education system

This is a screenshot from the video of Rappler's coverage of the vigil and protest over the death of a student.

Today, I mean to set aside my blog backlogs because, much as I want to avoid Philippine political discussions in this blog, this incident strikes me so much as an educator and as someone who had lived with the University of the Philippines' education system for 8 years (4 years of undergrad studies in UP Manila and 4 years of PhD studies in UP Diliman).

16-year-old Kristel Tejada, who killed herself out of despair because she could not afford to pay her tuition, and I share the same undergrad course. Her story is not new. If I think long and hard, I would remember that I knew of three Kristel Tejadas during my time as a Behavioral Studies major at UPM. Two of them lived and the third one was successful in his suicide. There were probably many others like her in other colleges within the campus that I have not heard about. The only difference between then and now is that we have social media to raise awareness on a national level this time.



My respect for my alma mater runs deep, but so does its problems. The seemingly immediate spike in tuition fee to 300% was a result of long-delayed tuition fee increases. It's a university that already has difficulty sustaining itself, even after the tuition fee rose to such proportions, and even after leasing out parts of its lands to private sectors. It couldn't even give my beloved professors the remuneration they deserve for the level of research they undertake and for cultivating in us a sense of academic freedom.

My complaints about the system -- mostly minor ones regarding long queues (UPD is notorious for this), repeatedly running from the Registrar to the Cashier and back (2 hour ping-pong game), and having to return almost every week because of requirements (that they would identify some balances here and then another balance there on the second week and then another balance elsewhere on the third week, that only the TOR is available and not the diploma, which I have to come back for, that I have not requested for a certain document that they never initially mentioned, etc. etc.) -- are merely the tip of the iceberg. They are nothing compared to the many more serious ailments that I believe stem solely from the government's apathy towards education.

In short: I blame not UP for this, but the government.



State universities are public schools. With the amount of income tax deducted from my salary as both an industry practitioner and an educator every month (30-35%), plus 12% value added tax from my purchases (including food), plus community taxes, I would like to see these being put to use on our public schools. It boils my blood when I hear representatives of Malacañang claim that they are helpless in light of this situation.

To Malacañang: You are not helpless. I, and millions of other Filipinos in the work force, break our backs to support you and the least *I* want to see is a solution to this.

I have said this before and I will say this again: All of this country's problems can be traced to our declining education, so pay attention. Please.

And uh...this...

...is not how you spend "tax payers' money on education."

(Image credits from JV Sayo, who's my colleague at Asia Pacific College.)

Update: My professor at UPD posted a Facebook status that highlights the multi-layered nature of this suicide problem:

This is something to think about and it works towards not just a singular solution. And I salute these nuggets of wisdom, considering I have also been seeing a lot of victim-blaming online.



Like this post? Subscribe to this blog NOW .
Or like Skysenshi's Hermitage Facebook Page for updates, contests and discussions.


Saturday, May 05, 2012

New Game: Puzzle Pets & Anino Anniversary

Sorta New Game
Well... Puzzle Pets Adventure, the second game I produced for 2012, is not entirely new.  I mean, it was softly launched at the end of March. (Yay, we released two of my games on my birth month!)  We're still doing some tweaks based on user feedback and some other qualitative data we've been looking at, but I would like to urge everyone to try the game out and tell us what you think.  We believe the constructive comments would help in tremendously improving everyone's gameplay experiences.

Puzzle Pets Adventure is a match-3, pet-capturing game published by Gamoji/6Waves and developed by Anino Games, Inc. I'll post more about this on my portfolio site next week.

My First Anniversary in Anino
On 2 May 2012, I celebrated my first year anniversary as a Producer for Anino Games, Inc.  It's funny how I remember introducing myself to the studio as a Ph.D candidate looking for a dissertation topic about games and I initially applied as a Game Tester (it's my way of telling people I'm trying to become an intern).  The interviewer promptly laughed at me and gave me two options: I could choose to be a Game Designer or a Game Producer.  I chose the latter because that was a job I had not tried before and the teams I handled have assured me that I made the right choice, that it would give me the perspective I needed in writing my dissertation.

I had difficulties with paradigm-shifting.  Not only had I come from a vastly different, older culture (where I was among the youngest, plus organizational development and business processes were already smoothly in place for decades), I was also an academic director previously.  The job demands were different, even though being an academic director was cerebrally harder.  Being a Producer entailed a rather unique sort of creativity...and I'm not sure yet if I like being a Producer.

Don't get me wrong.  I completely love Anino's environment of geeks.  I feel right at home.  The creator/designer/researcher in me, however, is getting restless.  I kinda miss art and I do want to hold another exhibit.  I miss going to museums and poetry readings.  I miss writing for myself.  I miss designing systems and seeing them get implemented.  I miss the introverted me.  Luckily, I have my own room for when I need to recharge. (Yes, I have some sort of extrovert battery that runs out every two hours or so and only isolation could bring it back up.)

Heh. This is my new office space, which I moved into last month. I kind of miss the huge window in my old room, though, so I will have to do something to liven up the place.  I'd need shelves for my books...and toys.

I also need a couch.  Two couches?  Because for some reason, my office has become some sort of a guidance counselor's clinic, where people could rest when they feel a little bit pressured or fatigued.  I also need those couches for meetings, so my developers wouldn't have to bring their own chairs whenever they come.

Aaaand...this is a new FB profile photo I took just before lunch break yesterday.  The room may look like a scene out of Silence of the Lambs, but I'm obviously a happy camper.

So far my first year has been rife with ups and downs and I emotionally struggled at the beginning of my stay, landing in the hospital several times in 2011 because of the stress.  2012 has been kinder to me, though, and I hope it stays that way throughout the year.

As for my dissertation?  It's about female social gamers and the images of identity and empowerment that their gameplay experiences bring.  I'm hoping to defend it on June 15, 2012 so I can officially call myself Dr. B by the end of the semester.  (And maybe finally have a social life.)  Heh.



Like this post? Subscribe to this blog NOW .
Or like Skysenshi's Hermitage Facebook Page for updates, contests and discussions.


Sunday, January 01, 2012

2011: The Good, The Bad and Some Changes


First off, I would like to greet everyone a HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

From the multimedia industry (game development companies and associations) to the academe to the blogosphere to my wonderful colleagues, my readers, professors, classmates, former students, fellow bloggers, friends and family: Thank you all for being part of my 2011. You have made my year very memorable.

You may have noticed that I started updating less and less during the middle part of the year, but the irony was that I was in so many places -- seemingly at once -- and that there were a lot of stories to share. I just hardly had the time to actually sit down and actually savor them all. Hence my online life had been reduced to 150 characters per post on micro-blogging/social networking sites, posting while on the go. (Thank you, Samsung Galaxy S and Galaxy Tab!)

Anyway, 2011 had been a year of victory for me, even though half of it was spent dealing with a lot of self-esteem issues (for both work and my studies). Let me just be thankful for the following.

"Piled Higher and Deeper" by Jorge Cham www.phdcomics.com


The Good

  • Bagged two multimedia (web-related) awards. Won at both the 12th Philippine Web Awards in April and the 2011 Philippine Blog Awards in December.
  • Held an exhibit (Transitions in February) that had me exploring various traditional and new media techniques.
  • Became a Producer for Anino Games Inc. I was also a Communications Director for a short while, but requested to step down because visits to the hospital (due to stress) became a regular thing. Haha!
  • Passed my PhD candidacy exam in May.
  • Successfully defended my doctoral dissertation proposal in November.
  • Meeting some of my readers during the earlier part of the year.
  • Collaborating with heads of various CHED and TESDA institutions (DLSU, FEU-EA, UP, DLS-CSB, APC, Informatics, PLM, FEATI), ironically when I have already left the academe.
  • My company winning in two categories at the Philippine Game Development Festival 2011. One for Best Browser Game (Lords and Colonies) and another for the Cultural Award (Jan-Jan the Jeepney, a project with CCP & CICT).
  • Getting warm feedback from the production teams I have been handling. I have been blessed with developers who are extremely intelligent, talented, industrious and ultra supportive of each other. I want to win awards for our games in 2012 so... Hahahahaha! (Ambisyosa ba?)
  • My brother Pau getting married to the kind and beautiful Keng, resulting in a very hectic but productive October - December.
  • Traveling to Cebu, Singapore and Hong Kong.
  • On mentoring: I consider it a victory that even though I no longer am teaching, there are still students and graduates from various schools that contact/visit me for consultations and they have successfully passed their defenses/presentations/interviews. I am honored by the trust these extremely talented students have bestowed upon me.
Truly, 2011 was so generous to me that even my former boss, Gerard Cadlum, said: "Congratulating you is getting boring =)"

So if I had such a blessed year, how come I had self-esteem issues? Hahaha. Well, it can't be helped. Some of my friends say that I am too hard on myself, but sometimes there are things that are out of your control so...

"Piled Higher and Deeper" by Jorge Cham www.phdcomics.com

The Bad
  • Delayed projects due to forces beyond our control.
  • For some reason, I became insecure of my own dissertation. After passing the defense, I suddenly felt like I don't know what I'm doing. Heh.
  • Loss of time for myself and my friends. Hence, the lack of blog updates.
  • High levels of stress causing me so much physical strain (and weight loss) that I am now on a special diet in order to manage it. (Broke that diet during the holidays and ate everything the doctor forbade and gained back the weight I lost. Hahahaha! Made up for it by drinking lots of Yakult and staying on meds. xD)
  • Deaths of people I consider important, both personally and those I idolized from afar. There were just too many of them in 2011.

Changes to Blogging Habits
Since 2011 has been my year of individuality, 2012 is actually going to be the opposite even though my forecasts for the Year of the Dragon indicate that I will be very successful in individual endeavors. (It also says there is a possibility of seeing dead people. Wah!!!! Thank goodness, it's superstition.)
    On blog updates: Because I will have lesser time for myself in 2012 -- as I will devote myself to being a Producer (I want to win awards for games I produced this time, di ba? Hehe) -- the content of my blogs will be severely...hm. Let's just say I want to concentrate on posts that have deep significance to me.

    The biggest irony of 2011 for me, blog-wise, was that I have been receiving a deluge of event and commercial requests when I hardly have time to spare for myself. I was afraid to log into my personal email because there were hundreds of stuff to read. (And many of them are still unread, huhuhuhu!!!) I don't want to break my ties with my favorite PR companies, though, so I have decided that press releases and product endorsements would be relegated to my Facebook page, Skysenshi's Hermitage, where I will also be holding contests from time to time.

    From now on, the only time I will actually post a product-related event on any of my blogs is if I have personally attended an event and experienced the product for myself. How's that for compromise?

    I hope this turns out to be a win-win situation for all.

    Again, happy new year to all and I'm wishing everyone a great 2012. In the meantime, do enjoy a bit of fun with astrological (both Western and Eastern) forecasts. Hehe.



    Like this post? Subscribe to this blog NOW .
    Or like Skysenshi's Hermitage Facebook Page for updates, contests and discussions.


    Tuesday, April 05, 2011

    Transitioning Phase 1: Be a serious writer

    Finally, my much-awaited self reinvention has begun to unfold. I had been waiting three years for this (since I used to reinvent myself every two years). This time, the change is two-pronged: (1) becoming a serious writer and (2) going back to the video game industry.

    Why is it that I never considered applying for a serious writing job when I was much younger? I had better grasp of grammar and style back then. Now my writing reads like a technical book or a research journal. *Sigh*

    I was already thinking of getting into publishing when my sister, who's a Beauty & Fashion columnist at the Philippine Online Chronicles (POC) foisted me onto the e-zine because she had so many topics to cover. Truth be told, I had dreamed of writing for POC but I had wanted to contribute to the LGBT section of it. (Haha! I have straight friends who write in gay lingo over there.) Of course, I was intimidated by the roster of columnists in that section because some of them actually are Palanca Awardees.

    But I got into the Beauty & Fashion section -- despite my wanting only things that are natural and organic -- because I noticed that my blog, which started out as a repository of geek thoughts (see earlier archives), suddenly was awash with food and beauty topics last year. At least, if I were to be a columnist for the Beauty section, I can stash all my kikay thoughts over there instead of letting them take over this blog and dominate my geekery. With this arrangement, I get the geek back and I don't have to give up wanting to feel like a girl. (Don't worry, I will still try to maintain the balance by consciously alternating geek and kikay posts on this blog.)

    Anyhoo, my first article went up last Sunday:

    Click image to view the full article.

    I must admit, I wasn't that interested in styling. That's my sister's job. She laments the fact that I am a jeans and sneakers girl. (Hey, I worked for the gaming industry a few years back so don't knock it! Haha!) I saw my first assignment as a challenge, however. I ended up finding MY kind of stylist: Carson Kressley, an accomplished multidisciplinarian who just happens to be flamboyantly gay. (I love it when people mix and match professional fields that are seemingly unrelated. In his case, he's into Finance and Fine Arts. Both disciplines manifest themselves in his fashion sensibilities. Read more about Carson Kressley here.)

    I definitely enjoyed writing this article and I look forward to writing more for The Philippine Online Chronicles. My second article will be published sometime this week. Do watch out for it.

    On leaving the academe.
    My Mom asked me why I don't try out for the international school that's sitting a few blocks away from our house. They already contacted me before but at that time, I thought that I'd be spending the rest of 2011 with my previous institution. Things went into motion and suddenly, two paths cracked open and I found myself faced with two options: to go back to the gaming industry or go back to the web, which had been calling me incessantly since late last year.

    Financially speaking, the web offers so much. Academically speaking, however, I know that I should be in the game industry. My dissertation falls under Game Studies.


    My Mom then asked if I wanted to remain an educator. I told her that I can't go back until I've replenished my knowledge. The thing about this vocation (and I consider it a vocation because you're in it for the "love of" and not for the money) is that when it's the only thing you do, you end up transferring so much knowledge without gaining anything back. An educator also needs to be a practitioner, so that s/he doesn't stagnate. S/he owes it to her/his students.

    And that's why I need to go back: Theory cannot be forged without practice, and practice becomes unwieldy without theory. So now I'm looking forward to Phase 2 of my transition. I do hope my readers remain with me even when I start posting about gaming (outside of The Otaku Fridge) again.



    Like this post? Subscribe to this blog NOW .
    Or like Skysenshi's Hermitage Facebook Page for updates, contests and discussions.


    Wednesday, March 16, 2011

    Jerrold Tarog's Faculty is a soft cry for better education

    Whether or not Jerrold Tarog intended to send a message to academicians, one thing's for sure: his short film Faculty is a swift kick in the gut. Or more accurately, it shot an arrow straight into my heart.

    My favorite lines:
    "Yan ang trabaho natin dito. Yaya."
    (This is our job here. To act as nannies.)

    "Ah, empleyado ka. Sorry ha, teacher kasi ako. Kelangan ko magturo."
    (Ah, you're an employee. I'm sorry but I'm a teacher. I need to teach.)

    "No, we are talking about social awareness and responsibilities. Alam mo, sorry ha, hindi kasi ako kuntentong mangitlog ng mangitlog ng mga mangmang katulad mo. May pakealam ako sa mga bata."
    (No, we are talking about social awareness and responsibilities. You know, I'm sorry, I'm not like you, content with laying eggs that have no substance. I care about these kids.)



    Both sides shown here -- a teacher who wants to develop critical thinking in students versus a teacher who would rather follow the rules -- have their flaws and Tarog was able to highlight the strengths and the weaknesses in their arguments. I'm actually surprised at the level of insight Tarog was able to project in such a short film. Faculty is only 7 minutes long, and yet, without being too obvious or literal, it was able to shake me right to my very core. I had loved his recently released full-length film Senior Year, but it was Faculty that cemented my place among his many fans.

    My take on the the thought-provoking issues this short had raised? We educators become complacent when we begin to look at teaching as a job and not as a vocation. My former boss Gerard Cadlum, whom I greatly miss, once (endearingly) called me an idealist because of my blatant defiance against promoters of intellectual mediocrity. Simply put: I do not like diploma mills. They are responsible for the proliferation of the Cut and Paste Generation and the purveyors of the Robot Mentality (all technical work, no critical thinking). Diploma mills are like the more expensive, glorified version of those fake university certificates being sold in Recto.

    And shockingly enough, there are plenty of these around the country, run by people who are fueled by political/personal ambition rather than social responsibility. The good news is, many teachers can make a huge difference. I've seen schools that are truly concerned about enriching their students -- not necessarily to go out and attend rallies (I find that to be quite extreme) -- but striving to make students aware of the changes they are capable of enabling.

    "[Education] for me is a starting point if you want to try at least to change a society," Tarog once said during an ANC interview. I concur wholeheartedly. That was why teaching became my vocation for the last five years. And even if I am leaving the academe for a year, I know that I can still continue my support of quality education as a media researcher, social scientist, artist and writer. If Tarog can make awareness possible within 7 minutes, then we know we all can follow his example in our own little way.



    Like this post? Subscribe to this blog NOW .
    Or like Skysenshi's Hermitage Facebook Page for updates, contests and discussions.


    Wednesday, February 23, 2011

    DigitalFilipino Talks: Making Philippine History Relevant Online

    Thanks to the DigitalFilipino Talks episode that tackled issues about the Big Bad Blogger, I discovered yet another website that deals with one of the things that are very dear to me: PhilippineHistory.PH.

    Making Philippines History Relevant Online from Janette Toral on Vimeo.


    I must admit that my interest in Philippine History only surfaced in college, when UP professors profoundly -- and animatedly -- spoke about our ancestors' emotions, behavior and culture. Those were things that were never touched in elementary and high school. Primary and secondary education tackled dates and events in such an emotionless manner that it isn't very shocking to find that kids are bored.

    Holistic Education
    Dates and events, for many college students, are irrelevant. For most people now, these are merely good for dictating holidays. I say this with such deep regret and sadness. When I was in UP and figuratively dying because of my major subjects, my General Education subjects saved me from leading a very unbalanced college life. They kept me sane.

    When I began teaching in private schools (after years in the corporate world), however, I noticed that students find General Education subjects -- History in particular -- to be more of a nuisance than a relief from all the cerebral study load. Students now are more concerned about graduating and immediately making money than enjoying their academic life while they still can. Though I do teach technical major subjects (eCommerce and Game Design are just a couple of them), I find it so unbalanced for students to just want to concentrate on one thing, willing to be technical/work force drones instead of critical thinkers that can form various conceptual frameworks. I cite this imbalance as one of the reasons why this generation of youngsters experience burn out at earlier ages.

    But who can blame the students? If a professor isn't very passionate about the subject he or she is teaching, they will never go beyond what is written in books. Lack of passion begets lack of inspiration. Ms. Gloria Melencio understood the problem well enough and she took it upon herself, as a writer and educator, to address this.

    Reframing for Relevance
    Ms. Melencio spoke about primary and secondary sources when Ms. Janette Toral asked about history books. Ms. Toral brought up a very interesting observation and she hit it right on the nose: historical accounts are tainted with the biases of the historian. Comparative Literature majors are well aware of this fact. That's why they compare the works of Gregorio Zaide, Teodoro Agoncillo, Renato Constantino, Reynaldo Ileto (a very unorthodox historian and one of my favorites) etc. and even go so far as to study the works of fiction writers like Jose Rizal to see if they can extract the "full flavor" of a particular period. Agoncillo, for instance, provides the dates and brief descriptions, but Rizal provides the texture, the dialogues, the poetic imagery and language of his time though his literary masterpieces. Primary sources, like Rizal's journals and artifacts, are the raw information, while secondary sources provide angles to which meaning making could take place.

    How do all of these make History relevant? Well, they add to the wealth of knowledge that could somehow be useful to us. As a game designer, for example, toying with the what-ifs in history can be a very rewarding task. I have seen the results of such intensive research in my students' thesis Mayi, which is a 3D game set in pre-Hispanic Philippines.

    Here's a screenshot of their thesis:
    My Personal Satisfaction
    As I look at what the author of PhilippineHistory.PH has done, I feel empowered by my decision to co-create Sarimanok.PH: Philippine Arts & Culture last year. We seem to be doing the same thing. Because of Sarimanok.PH, I have undertaken the task of going around the country in search for primary sources -- case in point: the Cebu Sinulog Festival and my Cebu City museum visits -- as I play willing to be a secondary source. I do this in the name of education and my personal goal of highlighting the importance of embracing our culture.

    And like my minor subjects, these activities keep me sane. I work in a very cerebral environment. My PhD studies are equally as left-brained. I needed to participate in this project to bring about holistic perspectives, which are my keys to maintaining a balanced lifestyle. Though I don't intend to be an entrepreneur just yet, I'm hoping my passion will keep me from becoming a drone.

    Ms. Melencio's interview -- which centered on her passion and her advocacy -- seemed to be echoing my sentiments, which is why her blog has just been added to my reader. Thanks again, DigitalFilipino, for the wonderful insights. I have found yet another kindred spirit.

    "So this is what you've been doing instead of studying for our PhD compre." - Manila Standard columnist, Jenny Ortuoste, when she visited my recent art exhibit.



    Like this post? Subscribe to this blog NOW .
    Or like Skysenshi's Hermitage Facebook Page for updates, contests and discussions.


    Thursday, February 10, 2011

    Burn Out!! And how to deal.

    It was only late last year that I had to admit to myself that I was burned out. It was my PhD classmate, creative director Chitchat Diangson, who pointed it out to me. First she pointed it out, then she followed it up with, "Oh, my gawd, that's bad!" Plus a complete description of what happens when a creative director burns out.

    After that conversation, I handed in my resignation from my Assistant Director position at Asia Pacific College and opted to just work as a part-time professor. Thing is, I should have seen it coming. I was juggling a full-time management job, a teaching job AND studying PhD. (I also sometimes take writing projects, though I've declined lots of design projects.) It was bound to happen, even if people echoed the president's exasperation: "I was a full-time student when I took my PhD! And you're taking 9 PhD units per term?? What are you, superwoman?"

    But that's me. I think I'm old enough to know how to handle self-inflicted stress.

    I'm looking at our students now and I see more wrinkles, more dark circles, gaunt complexions (which no amount of concealers can veil) and worse...temperamental outbursts. When they say I blend in with the students, I don't think it means I look young. I think it means our students look old. Many of them are not aware that they are burning out for two reasons: (1) lack of time management, which results in inept cramming (like I mentioned before, there's such a thing as cramming fabulously) and (2) they piled too much on their plates when they actually have the option of saying "no".

    I'm talking to the working students here. Many just accept projects while overestimating what their bodies and minds can handle. If you really have to make money, cut down on your academic load. That's the choice you have to make, if you don't want to spend all that money on hospital bills.

    Burning out does not happen overnight or in a span of months. It takes years of physical and mental abuse. In my case, it took two years. Some people have lesser energy to expend, yet expend they still do. Here's the biggest kicker: You don't know that you're burning out until you've actually hit that final point: You have no ideas, cannot produce quality output, are perpetually cranky, are getting sick in ways you've never been, and you blame mental/writer's/artist's block.

    The good news is, it can be avoided. Here are a few tips I got from a couple of friends.
    1. Take a day off and do absolutely nothing. (This doesn't work for me anymore, even if I take three days off. That's how badly burnt out I am. Don't let yourself get to this point.)
    2. Go to the biggest bookstore you can find. That would be Kinokuniya in Singapore and Fully Booked (Bonifacio High Street) in the Philippines. Browse through art books.
    3. Go to record bars and look at CD covers.
    4. Unplug yourself. If you can take a long week off, look for a place where technology can't reach you. Many people don't realize that the internet is a huge source of stress, especially social networking sites.
    5. Exercise. Yes, you need to get those endorphins flowing.
    6. Eat a balanced diet. Munching on the wrong food (even if you feel that you're getting comfort from it) actually worsens your fatigue.
    7. Balance your brain load. If you're regularly doing art, find something left-brained to do. If you're stuck on a desk job, crunching numbers (and other logical things), try delving into right-brained activities like music, literature, etc. One of the things I did when I was still in the corporate rat race was to buy myself a jumbo coloring book. Believe it or not, I would fall into a meditative trance every time I worked on a page...
    8. Indulge your other senses. Most jobs require your hands and eyes. Try pampering your sense of smell and hearing to counter the work load.
    9. Curl up in bed with a good book. If literature doesn't interest you, then go for graphic novels.
    10. I know people say that gossip is bad, but sometimes, talking about the misery of other people can help you understand that you're not alone. LOL. (Especially when you're the type who has difficulty talking about what's ailing you.) You'd be surprised at how you sometimes get a different perspective from other people's lives. (If you really can't stand gossip, then go read in-depth biographies of historical figures. It's nearly the same thing.)
    Here are a hundred other tips, by an artist blogger. My colleague, Angelo Magno gave me the link when he heard I was despairing over creative block.
    http://theartistswayblog.wordpress.com/2010/10/17/101-artists-date-ideas/



    Like this post? Subscribe to this blog NOW .
    Or like Skysenshi's Hermitage Facebook Page for updates, contests and discussions.


    Wednesday, December 29, 2010

    RPG Metanoia

    People interested in the Metro Manila Film Fest 2010 have already been talking about Rosario and while I love that movie, reading Melai's in-depth review of it already blew all the words right out of my head. So I'll just concentrate on RPG Metanoia, the first Filipino full-length 3D animated feature.

    One of the reasons why I was so interested in Metanoia is that some of our graduates (at the Asia Pacific College) worked on this project, even if they claim to have only done a small part of it. Another reason is that I wanted to see how far we Filipinos have come in terms of storytelling. I am mostly concerned about this because many of our local animation schools concentrate too much on the technical details, leaving out the most important aspect of an animated film: entertainment value.

    Yes, one might name a few MINOR complaints: about discrepancies in the lighting imports (which result in inconsistent lighting quality); lack of gamma correction; other aspects being overly animated while some lacking in animation; background music drowning out the characters' voices, etcetera etcetera etcetera...

    BUT I found myself totally engrossed.

    Having been a video gamer for more than half my life and having worked as a Gameplay Specialist for Level Up! Inc. a few years ago, I can totally relate to the MMORPG addiction. Protagonist Nico, however, is a lot like me -- I prefer gaming alone. (That's why I haven't touched another MMORPG after I left LU. I keep to regular RPGs now.)

    What surprised me about Metanoia, though, is that it didn't just concentrate on the game world or the addiction itself. Don't get me wrong. Its premise isn't exactly original. Players suddenly falling into  real life comatose because of an unknown virus that attacks the game world smacks of .hack//, a series of Japanese RPGs for the Sony Playstation 2. (For those who aren't into gaming, but want to understand what I'm talking about, you can refer to the preceding anime series, .hack//SIGN.) What makes Metanoia such a riveting watch -- certainly over the dialogue-heavy .hack//SIGN -- is how the concept was localized.

    Sure, a good chunk of the movie is set in the game world, but the significance of real-world games to child development are also incorporated. I suddenly found myself transported back to my pre-video game days of patintero, jolens and habulan. Heck, I was even reminded of the way our  neighbors' dogs would chase me down the street as I biked with one leg (the other would always be held up just to avoid being bitten).

    The story just flows so easily; the pacing and beat changes kept me glued to my seat. I also appreciated the choreography of the fight scenes. Those were just...wow! And despite the unbalanced audio, I found myself in love with Gerard Salonga's musical scoring.

    To think, only yesterday I was lamenting how the Mexicans are already working on projects such as  Tron: Legacy while we Filipinos are still venerating shallow comedies... Thank goodness for Metanoia.

    So with this, I congratulate our local animators for pulling such a feat off. It's not a perfect production, but it's chock full of entertainment values.

    For a more technically detailed review of RPG Metanoia, you can visit my other blog. My BFF Cris Dumlao wrote from an animator's perspective.

    Image credits: http://www.therpgmovie.com. Check out the official website for more fun things to do.



    Like this post? Subscribe to this blog NOW .
    Or like Skysenshi's Hermitage Facebook Page for updates, contests and discussions.


    Tuesday, December 28, 2010

    Winners of the Belle de Jour and Navi Planners Contest

    Gosh. Sorry for taking this long in deciding who the winners should be. It was yet another tough deliberation. (Isn't it always?) This time it's compounded by two other factors: my recovery from an illness and what's been happening at the Metro Manila Film Fest 2010. (Ang Tanging Ina Mo for Best Picture??? Seriously???)

    Anyway, I'll just rant about the latter in another blog post. I, and my two other judges, delayed long enough. First, the Belle De Jour Planner goes to:

    *drum roll*

    SpecialEducationPhilippines
    "My 2011 New Year's Resolution Inspired by Mel Levine's Book Ready Or Not, Here Life Comes"

    The judges each picked three of our favorites and this turned out to be one of the common denominators. Reason? The entry was very pro-active. We can all imagine the need for a planner with this one: work, graduate school, sports and socio-civic activities...

    The write-up is not only very thorough, but also quite informative. We picked up a couple of things (strategies, if you will) about how organization skills help kids turn into productive adults in this tough society. We awarded points for the extra credits she raked in during the submission, too.

    Next, the Navi planner goes to:

    *drum roll* 

    Inspirare
    "On My New Year's Resolution"

    When I first came across Rod's New Year's resolutions post, I was immediately struck by his qualitative description of what goes on in a person's head as s/he resolves to improve habits. Apparently, the two other judges managed to reflect on their own resolutions upon reading this entry as well. Parts of it can be taken as tips, maybe even as life lessons. The process he describes is almost like a spiritual journey, rife with realizations that go deeper than how we imagined our habits to be. Well, Rod, since you stated that you can go with either planner, you'll be getting the Navi.

    CONGRATULATIONS!!!
    We think Skysenshi's readers can learn a lot by visiting your posts, too.

    To the winners, please use this form to provide me with your full name, contact number and mailing address so that I can ship your planners ASAP.

    Oh, it's 2AM. I can finally sleep now. Goodnight, everyone, and thanks for participating! Reading all your plans, hopes and dreams for 2011 was an enlightening experience. =^.^=



    Like this post? Subscribe to this blog NOW .
    Or like Skysenshi's Hermitage Facebook Page for updates, contests and discussions.


    Sunday, December 05, 2010

    Viviamo! Planners: Belle de Jour & Navi 2011

    It's been more than a year since I last held a planner in my hands. When I became a full-time employee two years ago, it seemed that planners became unnecessary. When I was a part-time lecturer in two schools and taking my master's (while doing business projects and other extra curricular activities on the side), I filled my Starbucks planners to the brim. Well, I was also 20 pounds lighter...since I moved this way and that. Apparently, being a full-time employee entails a rather boring routine (though no less stressful), even if I am now taking my doctorate. I knew my daily schedule. My appointments were also part of the routine.

    My last planner wasn't Starbucks. It was this kikay little thing that had coupons and other nifty benefits. The Belle de Jour Power Planner has everything that a woman-on-the-go needs, right down to the menstrual tracker (which I failed to use properly, since I keep forgetting).

    Oooh, and my colleague DK Crame was on the credits, too!

    As the year 2009 wore on, however, I realized that I wasn't using it much. Can you see the empty spaces? None of my previous planners had that many empty slots. By the middle of 2009, it was a permanent fixture on my shelf, gathering dust. That was why I didn't get a new planner for 2010.

    By the first -ember month of 2010, however, I finally decided to free myself of half my stress sources and went half-time.

    Belle de Jour 2011

    I thought going back to half-time (and finishing all my PhD course work) would make my schedule lighter but to my surprise, I suddenly had more activities than I could handle.

    I began to miss deadlines, appointments, events. My schedule ran completely amok. Plus I was getting sick every other day. By the middle of November 2010, I knew that I had to get a planner ASAP.

    I started collecting Starbucks stickers again.

    Thing is, my BFF Cris spotted the Belle de Jour planner while shopping and immediately thought that the planner was soooo me. She bought it as soon as she laid eyes on it.

    I like the new hardcover style this BDJ 2011 sports. It isn't as unwieldy as the 2009 planner, which was spring bound. It also starts off with a nice anecdote from Darlyn, about how she thought she had already hit the pinnacle of her career only to realize how unhappy she was. Boy, could I relate to that. (To quote: "But if I am so privileged, why am I so miserable? Is this what happiness feels like?")

    I knew right there and then that this is the planner for me. With a few minor complaints...

    The 2011 BDJ planner is a little bit more OC than the 2009 one. Hm. A liiiiiiittle bit TOO OC, methinks. Name it, the planner has it. It caters to every girl's lifestyle...including any minor eccentricity you can think of.

    While you have the menstrual tracker, dream board and vacation itineraries, there are also Bridezilla-like to-do and health check lists, cash flow and finance trackers, random thoughts, a beefed up essentials booklet...Goodness! While I know many girls will find these useful, sometimes I just wish for bigger writing spaces on my calendar instead of all that. Bigger writing spaces leave more room for my own personal brand of creativity and random thoughts -- if I have any.

    I also wish they'd have a December 2010 section, much like what Starbucks planners have. While I do own this planner already, I am only using the BDJ Essentials for important appointments/events I need to attend to this Christmas season. I also had to print out a December 2010 calendar and stapled that to one of my BDJ's unused pages.

    What tops the Starbucks planner, though, are the coupons. I tell ya, these are soooo worth it. Some of the brands that cater to BDJ users are: Bizu, Ace Water Spa, Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf (which I frequent), Heaven & Eggs, The White Hat, Cupcakes by Sonja, VNC, Celine, Bayo, Folded & Hung, Get Laud etc.

    I'm happy to find more brands in here, especially ones that I've always been interested in like Shuji Kida, The Ramp and Healthway.

    Navi 2011: Your Life Navigator

    Cris got herself the Navi 2011, which is somewhat like the male counterpart of the BDJ. It looks unisex enough to be usable to Cris, though.

    Now, I actually like this planner's simplicity, both in cover design and content. Navi 2011 is so much like a man -- uncomplicated.

    Ok, not to poke fun at my own gender, but we somehow find ways to obsess about the littlest details and forget the bigger picture. Yeah, yeah, I know I should be tracking my menstrual cycles but I just can't seem to remember. I mentally calculate my cycles, the way I calculate my finances. When I receive my statements of account, I find my mental computations are usually correct.

    More writing spaces! That's what I'm talking about!

    The Navi 2011 is simple and clean. No fuss!

    Like the BDJ Power Planner, Navi also has interesting coupons, mostly by the same brands.

    These coupons look so nice, I'm almost afraid to tear them up and use them. Thank goodness, this Navi is owned by Cris. I think she won't be as averse to tearing up these coupons as I am.

    This is Cris enjoying her Navi 2011 planner. It has nice little anecdotes, too!

    Are you interested in owning either a BDJ or a Navi planner? Well then, stay tuned, as I will be posting a planner giveaway tomorrow. (Yes, I have extras.)

    I will also be posting the winner of our The Faceshop Lip Gloss contest tomorrow. (Plus a raffle re-draw for our Missha BB cream second round, if Nacho Bing does not contact me by the end of this day.)



    Like this post? Subscribe to this blog NOW .
    Or like Skysenshi's Hermitage Facebook Page for updates, contests and discussions.


    Related Posts with Thumbnails
    Blog Directory for the Philippines Life blogs & blog posts Lifestyle Blogs Join My Community at MyBloglog!

    © 2001 - 2015 skysenshi.com. All design and content, unless specified, belong to DocB. Pixel Skysenshi illustrated by Paolo Lazatin, based on Skysenshi's sketch and design.